Borrowed Angels

Quote: You wouldn’t believe how things have changed
Song: 116th – Shoshana Bean
Mood: Sad

Strange title wouldn’t you say? But yeah…. they do exist. Let’s start at the beginning. I’m going through a not so happy period in my life right now. And I get depressed easily. I google things when I get depressed. Trying to find something that would make me feel a little better. Most of the time I google Kristin Chenoweth. This woman is amazingly talented. I adore her in all she does.  She has the voice of an angel, she is hilariously funny and adorably sweet.  While doing so, I somehow stumbled upon Suicide Bunnies.

Suicide Bunnies is a cartoon made by Andy Riley. They feature one or more fluffy little bunnies that want to end their life. Not in a typical way of slicing their wrists or kumping off a bridge or anything like that. No, they come up with something so unique, it is hilarious. When was the last time you ordered a Harry Potter book online and waited under your mailbox for it to drop on your head and kill you? Never, I bet. Well this little bunny has.

Now tell me that didn’t make you laugh! it helped for me Ever throw a handgranate boomerang? The bunny has!

Look them up. I dare you to look at them for 10 minutes and not laugh. I know I can’t. Sure, it didn’t solve the origins of my depression, but it did make me feel a little better.  And listening to Kristin Chenoweth makes me a feel a little better too.

The rest of my life.. ah well.. nothing important happened. I can’t remember if I told you all what happened with my aunt and my dad. My aunt passed away a few weeks back now, the cancer was too much for her in the end and she passed away in her sleep after battling it for five months. Five months… Cancer sucks. My dad almost died of acute food poisoning. Now he also seems to have a hiatus hernia. Which means that there’s a crack in his diaphragm and his stomach has come through it. It sounds really nasty, I know. But you can live with that for a long time. He;’s going to the hospital the 24th to see if they need to operate on him or not. We shall see what happenens.

Christmas is coming up, but there’s so much snow and bad weather. I wonder if they will cancel it. There are no trains and busses and Sophie and Kris were supposed to come to my house, but I doubt they will make it. I guess I will be spending Christmas alone this year. I’m  not gonna be able to go to Den Bosch either to do some christmas shopping.

I’m actually no longer in the mood for writing, which is a first for me. Although I do have to tell you that I finished the National Novel Writing Month again this hear, with a little over 50.000 words in my second book. I wish it was easier to find a publicist. I really would like my stories to become published. I’m no Stephanie Meyer or Laurell K. Hamilton, but I do write pretty good stories.

I hope the new year brings me some better times.